thank You so much God!!!! like really ok. thank You thank You thank You. yst i was like praying really hard and while i was doing qt He gave me this passage "let us not become weary of doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up" and well i guess it kinda told me tt i shld not keep complaining abt china and stuff but tt i shld not give up! and persevere on and God will surely be pleased and bless me... and so yeah i repented and guess wad! today auntie sk came and told me tt shes changing my grp cos its qt quiet and like we dun seem to have much chemistry and stuff... thank You so much God... really. i guess its like proof of the verse tt says tt God will not give us anything that He knows we cannot bear...

and i cant get something out of my head. was praying and like asking God to take it away but its not gone... in fact its like. stronger han b4... and like i was asking today for a specific sign to tell me if what im feeling is right. and well. i kinda got the sign. but well. i dunno...i think i need to pray more. oh man. wads wrong with me!!! im super angry with myself. keep trying to convince myself otherwise... but like i cant.i really shldnt be thinking of this now... craps.

thanks to my cute and dear little girls (and lijia) for the top and card :) ull rock!! (tho none of them will read this haha) but yeah. i thank God for all of ull everyday!

ooooh. and broken wings and jie kou are SUPER nice songs lah. hahabut at the moment, my fav song is best i ever had by vertical horizon... super nice song!!!!!!